Thursday, October 30, 2008

Sad panda is very sad...



Ever felt as if you were the most unwanted and useless person in the world..... EVER...

Useless as a brother, or a friend, or an anything...


What do you do when the one person you ever wanted to be a best friend is getting farther and farther from you everyday?

When you feel that each time you move one step forward, the other one moves two steps back.

When your jokes no longer seem funny.

When long stories suddenly become one word replies.

When whispered secrets become silent.

When you feel as if you're back to being just a stranger.


What do you do if you felt so betrayed and used?

That it might as well all just been an act to get something.

But you don't want to admit to yourself the possibility.

To even think that it might be hurts so much.


What do you do when you want to just forget but it makes you sadder that you might do.

When all it would take is a simple Hi! and you're happy all over again.

When just thinking of before can still make your troubles go away.


What do you do when you try so hard to get it back and all you get is Meh!

What do I do?????

:(

Monday, May 12, 2008

Late Night Dilemma Rant

Y'know how some people are so sensitive to light? Well, I guess I'm one of those people especially during at night when I'm trying to sleep already.

Thing is, I have to share my room with my siblings... and one of them ... has this ANNOYING habit of sleeping late. I couldn't care less personally EXCEPT THAT this sibling also keeps a light on to do stuff while awake...

It so happens that this "GOD FORSAKEN LAMP" is positioned just right to shine its annoying light in front of my eyes. SO it doesn't matter if I want to sleep early as long as this light is on, I just cant phracking sleep.

On top of that there are these DAMN STUPID ANNOYING NOISY SMOKE BELCHING CRASHING CLANGING BANGING TRUCKS that pass through the road beside our house all day and night long. I mean, how's a guy suppose to get a decent night sleep with all these distractions.

RAAAWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!


(Of course, this doesn't even include the occasional late night phone calls of the same afore-mentioned sibling, that for some reason always... always... always end up with her shouting at whoever she is talking with. What a life...)

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Ode to the great Dragon

Nearly one month already since James Oliver Rigney Jr., more popularly known as the author Robert Jordan, has passed away and I still can't believe it.

Creator of the Wheel of Time series of books, with a story reaching 11 books already of projected 12. I lament the fact that Robert Jordan was unable to completely finish his work of more than 15 years already. (The first book was published in 1990). I have thoroughly enjoyed each and every hour I may have wasted reading and sometimes re-reading my eleven book collection that may be now be uncompleted. I hate you Amyloidosis. You are a most evil blight on humanity.

Here you can see my most probably to be uncompleted collection :(



So long Robert Jordan

It has been a most fascinating journey through RandLand.

"The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass." but your story shall forever stay with me.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Turbo C, a blast from the past and the future!

Like most of the other people I know who used C (for the uninitiated, C is a programming language), they probably started programming using the Turbo C IDE from Borland. And why not, It was fast, full featured and easy to use. The interface was quite boxy but then, so was every other MS-DOS program there was at that time.

My first encounter was during high school. Surprisingly, I still used it during college as well which was nearly a full decade after the first release of Turbo C/C++.

These days, the languages in the limelight are a dime a dozen, the major ones being Java or .NET ones. I'm thinking Borland has something up their sleeves again this time because in just a few more hours (as of writing) they will be releasing all new version of their Turbo products. Most notably, Turbo C#. Borland will have the customary Professional editions (a.k.a comes with a pricetag) as well as the free Explorer editions.

Will this be another runaway hit for new and old C# users? Will I, ten years later, be able to see budding young programmers compile their first C# program (Hello World hahaha) on Turbo C# ver.xxx. Only time will tell.

For now, you can go to the Turbo Explorer homepage and see the countdown of the release.

Have a nice day! : )

Monday, August 28, 2006

Who you gonna call?

The Ghostbusters of course.

And I wish I could right now.

I just had the most creepy afternoon ever.

We've all heard about ghost stories and paranormal experiences and usually, we take it with a grain of salt.

However,I for one can now attest to the fact that "You ain't seen nothing yet" until you have seen it for yourself.

My story starts at about 1:20 pm of today (08-28-2006). I was in room with my mother and father watching tv. We have this old-fashioned cuckoo clock ( a souvenir from Switzerland) that needs it's chains to be pulled every few hours or so to keep on running. Kind of like old wristwatches and clocks that need to be winded every so often. This clock is more or less positioned near the top right corner of a door to the toilet. I'm seated and facing the opposite of where the toilet door and the clock is.

All of a sudden, I hear the sound of the clock chains being pulled. Now, this was not a very common occurrence since we all usually forget to pull the chains on the clock so I looked to see who did it. To my surprise, there was no one there. Then, at about the same time, the door to toilet slams close, as if somebody was there and did not want me to see who it was. This creeped me out since both my parents were asleep and there could not have been anybody else who would pull the chain or slam the door but it did not register in my mind yet as a paranormal occurrence. I just sort of explained it as an overactive imagination on my part.

The next occurrence happened about an hour or so later. I was in a stock room on the second floor of our house and sorting stuff when I felt a cold chill. I looked around and I saw a black wispy thing floating just above my face. It kind of looked like a dirty cobweb but then cobwebs are usually stuck on a wall, not floating in mid-air and it seemed to be following me, albeit very, very slowly. As quietly as I could, I slowly walked out making sure the black wisp was not behind me until I reached the end of the stock room and ran down to the first floor.

On the first floor, I thought about it for a few minutes and gathered my courage to go back and take a picture of the black wisp with my camera-phone. TO my dismay the black wisp was gone when I entered the stock room. I kept on looking for it, at least until I heard the crashing sound. It seems a blank picture frame fell on the floor. However, I remembered that this particular frame was not hanging on a wall but lay on top of a flat table. Suffice it to say, that I ran back down, once again, as I had to proper explanation of how a frame lying flat in the center of a table could have fallen down due to physical causes.

I tried to forget that scary experience all throughout the afternoon until early evening when I had to pass the door to the stock room again on the way up to our house on the the fourth floor. Thankfully, nothing supernatural happened this time but the eerie chill was still there.

Hopefully in the morning when I wake up, all things should be beck to normal. This has been the first time I ever encountered what I think is a ghostly, paranormal occurrence. In fact, this is the reason I am chronicling it now. I'm hoping that this would be the first and last time I would have to live through something like that. My sleep tonight would most likely be troubled due to this : P *sigh* (as if I don't have enough trouble getting to sleep as it is)

Night all : )

Friday, August 25, 2006

Mother-!@#$%^& snakes on the mother&^%$#@! plane

I guess everyone has heard of by now Samuel L. Jackson's informative exclamation on his new movie, the aptly titled "Snakes on a plane".

But have you ever wondered... what if... Samuel L. Jackson starred on completely different movie or show for that matter and used the same line?

A quick search on IMDB proves fruitful for similar sounding titles:

1. Snakes on a train (2006) (what the? is there no end to these creative sounding titles?)
2. The man in the iron mask (1998)
3. Babe: Pig in the city (1998)
4. Lady in the water (2006)
5. The cat in the hat (2003)

What about tv shows? Just imagine Mr. Jackson adapting that line for "Sex in the city" or that old tv show "Little house on the prairie"

It probably won't elicit that same hype and effect as it did for SoaP as it's fans sometimes calls it. But, you never know LoL

Have a nice day : )

Monday, June 19, 2006

All is Lost

Due to some unforeseen situation, my old template got deleted.

I dunno what happened :(

i guess I have to start making backups somehow.

Anyway this is as far as I have managed to remember from my old one.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Star Wars Ep. IV in ASCII-mation

For the die-hard Star Wars fan

The first Movie, Episode IV (A New Hope) in uncensored ASCII.

You're gonna need telnet for this.

Instructions for Windows Machines

1. run command prompt (or in XP, type cmd in the Run dialog)
2. start telnet (type telnet under command prompt)
3. type o towel.blinkenlights.nl
4. prepare to be ASCII-fied

I suppose any other telnet client should work as well. Just connect to the same server.

Have a Nice Day!

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Combatron

(It's Nostalgia time...)

Whilst trying to sleep (unsuccessfully) last night due to my sister's incessant and equally idiotic ramblings. I all of a sudden happened to think about megaman/rockman which in turn made me think about a local comic series I read a long, long time ago in a galaxy far away...

"COMBATRON"

The main hero there is somewhat based on the classic blue megaman hence the connection between my musings. I distinctinctly remember the start of it happening ala Green Lantern. We have an injured and near-death alien robotic life form who crashed in Earth who in turn is being chased by his evil alien robotic arch-nemesis named Alkhenato or something like that. An innocent Earthling finds this alien and before dying, the alien bestows upon the unsuspecting kid his uber-combat suit and names him the new "Combatron", defender of the known universe. Just in time because an evil henchman lands and begins wrecking havoc.

Oh, did I mention that along with the combat suit comes a robotic man's best friend named "Rush", oops... I meant "Askal". This Askal can also turn into a jet board, submarine, drill tank the same as Rush of Megaman fame.

In due course, the combat suit gets upgraded a few times. Surprises abound with cool new weapons being discovered here and there. Combatron also happens to revive some old friends of the original Combatron in the course of the story. One is the Yo-yo wielding warrior, Axel. Another is the the robotic she-warrior, Metallica. I also distinctly remember them having a sort of headquarters ala Metroplex of Transformers fame that can be also used as a spaceship.

Unfortunately, I can't seem to remember anything more about their arch-enemies aside from that Alkh...whatever has a purple combat suit with matching Darth Vader-esque helmet.

I distinctly remember enjoying this series. I even actually collected the comic covers and the comic pages themselves but I can't seem to remember where I stored them. I think I might have thrown them away some time ago. I also remember being disappointed when the series ended abruptly. Ah well... all good things come to end.

(End of Nostalgia time...)

Thursday, March 09, 2006

The State of the Nation from a jeepney

Last night, I happened to come across a very interesting jeepney (also called PUJ) while on my way home.

Typical of other Filipino jeepneys, this one is as flashy as can be. There is the customary blinking lights. A 20 watt flourescent lamp keeps everything as bright as day inside. The usual boom box blasting incoherent tunes. The difference would be a fully functioning portable dvd player inside.

It was a quite weird yet humbling experience considering the car I was in only had a casette/radio player. No CD playing knicknacks. No MP3, DVD, VCD or any other D's there are. Not to mention that the system itself has seen better days with some of the buttons not working anymore. To illustrate the situation better, I am usually stuck at the AM band because of a certain unworking button and I can only tune the radio backwards, again because of a certain uncooperable button.

If we are basing the current State of the Philippine nation based on this certain jeepney, all I can say is that we are not in a bad state at all, but my living experience here tells me the truth better :P

Monday, February 27, 2006

Of Eye Infections and Knee Surgeries

For those in the Philippines only...

Have you noticed that whenever the current government tries to arrest some (so-called) opposition member or whomever, that that person suddenly develops some kind of "Eye Infection" or for some strange reason suddenly need some "Knee Surgery" such that they need to be confined in a hospital here or suddenly need to go to HongKong or USA for treatment.

Case in point, please see the recent medical histories of Imelda Marcos or Joseph Estrada, or some of those military commanders involved in the recent EDSA anniversary rebellions.

Why Eye Infection and/or Knee Surgery? Who knows? What weird country I live live in :P

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Its the End of the Philippines

Its two days after the 2006 anniversary of EDSA revolution and not only is the situation worse but there is faction against faction against another faction.

Innumerable numbers of coup attempts, vigils, rallies, protests and what-not pop-up from equally innumerable places. While the loyal troops and city-gendarmes run around trying to catch long-dead ghosts and spirits, the President on the other hand is just sitting safely ensconced in her heavily secured Palace. What's more annoying is that there is no central opposition with each faction fighting supposedly for the Filipino people while veiling their true intent of self-satisfaction.

What a nice country I am living at right now. No wonder we don't progress as much as our neighbor countries. I am hoping that things will get better when I wake up but we all know that it's just wishful thinking.

Good Night for now Philippines. Have a Nice Day :P

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

To be or not to be ... Dead?

I recently found out about an online game called Urban Dead. It's a fairly simple web based mmorpg game. No fancy graphics, just cgi. From the website itself
"Urban Dead is a low-tech massively-multiplayer zombie apocalypse game where survivors and zombies battle for the control of a quarantined city.
If you're a new player and would like to help the evacuation effort, join in the looting or swell the ranks of the zombies"

Now, I'm a valiant zombie crusader hell-bent on hunting the choicest brain... Well, not really, in actuality, I'm still a level 0 n00b zombie named wirubi hehe. But still, in time, I will become the best zombie evar. Scourge of the Living. Plague of the Puny. So if ever any of you happened to stop by the quarantined city of Malton, be sure to look me up and maybe we can share a brain or two. Mrh?

Friday, January 27, 2006

BitTorrent 3 years later

Can you still remember a time when BitTorrent was just a simple download dialog with a few extra information about download/upload and seeds/peers and nothing else? When Azureus and the like were just mere imagination?

I remember my first meeting with BitTorrent. I was just an innocent guy looking for some new chapters of Naruto manga in ToriyamaWorld.com (back then, Naruto was practically unknown yet and its Anime counterpart is still non-existent). Behold, one day they started trial for a new distrubution method called BitTorrent made by a guy called Bram Cohen. They said it would help relieve some of the traffic from their file servers. Being the nice guy I was, I downloaded the client and tried it out. Performance was terrible at first, since only a few people tried it out. Back then, the concept of a bigger swarm giving out better download speeds was totally lost on most of the people. The forums abounded with complaints on the speed. They wanted their direct-download http links back.

Fast-forward a year or so. More people have embraced the practically new technology. New clients with additional functionality have surfaced. Now you can queue multiple torrents. You can limit your download/upload speeds. Blah Blah Blah. About this time, I have switched as well to a visual client called Personal Torrent Collector (PTC). It wasn't the most full-featured client then and it still isn't. What I liked about it was its simplicity. It is now sadly a dead project.

I have since used a lot of different clients.
1) Azureus which is probably the most famous one. I never really liked it. Too many features maybe. And it seemed like a resource hog.

2) BitComet - Currently in controversy. It first catched my attention when I saw that it was written in C++. At the time, most clients were either in Java or Python. True-to-form, it had a faster performance because of its C++ internals. Currently taboo with some private trackers due to some DHT issues. DHT was a new feature added in vesion 4 of the BitTorrent protocol which enabled trackerless torrents and peer-searching.

3) ABC - one of the more popular clients around. I liked it when I found out it didn't pre-allocate files on the hard-disk. So even if you are downloading a 1 gigabyte file, only what you have downloaded is used in the hard disk.

4) μTorrent - my latest find and latest love. It's a full featured client with a clean and easy-to-use and simple interface. Its written in C++ as well so it's responds quicker compared to Java or Python clients. And all of that for a mere 130Kb executable. Yep, you saw correctly thats in Kilobytes. You don't even have to install anything. My current memory usage for it is a mere 2320K. Compare that to some of the resource hogging clients out there.

BitTorrent is here to stay even with all the complaints from RIAA and MPAA. It is merely a tool used for distribution of files. The author didn't set out to create a tool for pirating licensed files but for efficient distribution. What it's users do with it can't be the fault of the author.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

The Great Subic Getaway

Whaadaayouknow! I fnally got to put my ever-so-slightly new K750i through its paces and in scenic Subic to boot.

It was a pretty eventful getaway with lots of action and you wouldn't believe how strict the road rules are there. Your everyday driving behavior here in Manila won't be given any slack there. If you see a 'THRU STOP' sign, then you better stop or the cops will be on to you faster than ants on a picnic.


I bet you you my arm that hes very hungry right now Now, a highlight of the trip would be the safari. After all its not every day you get a tiger less than a foot away and chasing you with hungry intent.

Just imagine how near it would be for me to get pictures like this.


Mr. Chicken, meet Mr. Tiger

Mr. Chicken, meet Mr. Tiger




...a few minutes later...




... a few minutes later...






Tarzan in SubicTo top off the trip, we went tree jumping... sort of...I kinda forgot what it was called, something about sliding and jumping. Anyway there is this cable strung between trees and you go sliding down them. Like so,




And so ends my short little Subic encounter, my only peeve about the whole thing is that the camera man is always the person who's left out of all the pics. Next time, I'm making sure to teach somebody else how to work the camera before going down those trees : )



Oh yeah, the rest of my award winning pics can be had here http://photos.yahoo.com/wilbc

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Name change...

Oh look, a name change...

I wanted to internationalize the blog title. The previous one was too localized.

Probably not permanent though. The new one actually sucks, but it was the first thing that I could think of.

Friday, September 09, 2005

XP na pang Pinoy (A filipino version of WindowsXP)

Coming soon to a theater near you! The long awaited Filipinized version of Windows XP, directors cut edition. It's bigger, longer, and completely uncensored. Watch those shelves or you might miss them. I predict that it will be the most über version of XP yet. Throngs of people will line up outside Data Blitz 2 weeks before its release date. It will have have a most glamorous premiere akin to that of Oscars fame. Everybody who's anybody will be there for this momentous occasion. See posters and flyers for more details.

BUT seriously though, a filipino version of Windows XP is not impossible. In fact, the translation is being done right now by the company I'm working at currently. So you really can see it someday soon, that is, when we finish it. I'm one of the handful of people that has been entrusted to create a somewhat literal translation of the interface and supporting documents that comprises WindowsXP. I'm not really sure if its a gift or a curse. It is quite challenging and fulfilling to become a part of something this big. On the other hand, try translating an english EULA with all its technical jargon to your native language. Its murder I tell you.

It's a good thing some experts will recheck it all afterwards because I feel like I've pretty much used up my whole Filipino vocubulary halfway through just one dll of Windows XP. Just wait till you see my strangling and mangling of the Filipino language as well as those of my compadres. Just remember, if someday you read something weird in the UI of Internet Explorer 6, you can blame me for that.

For Great Justice!

Friday, July 01, 2005

Happy Collision Day

Yesterday sure was full of collisions for me.

Collision 1: For a change, our monthly company meeting was held in nearby bowling alley and mini tournament was held. Boy did I really suck. I only got 83 points. Actually, I was doing pretty average at the start but things got really bad by midgame though. I was getting gutterball after gutterball. I used to be able to get at least a hundred a game before but I guess the pressure of having so many people looking got to me. I mean the whole company was there, even the family of the boss was there. The good thing about it though was that there were actually a lot of other people who got even lower scores than I did. On the average, I'd say that I'm in the middle rank. I hate being crappy on the stuff I'm currently doing. It kinda takes all the fun out of it.

Collision 2: I think I'm kind of getting into the nerves of some of the developers at work. You see I was assigned earlier this year to be the Build man. That is, to say, I'm the one in charge of creating the everyday or so builds for testing. It's not a very hard job, All I actually do is compile the setup project that one of the developers already made, assuming it compiles successfully in the first place. Well, it just so happens that yesterday was a kind of hectic day and with everybody excited about the bowling game from Collision 1, chaos ensues. I had to make 3 rebuilds because somehow, there was always something missing from the code. A code fix here and there, an unupdated file, Blah Blah, Blah. Of course, I was in a hurry to get it out since I still have to initially check out the whole build before releasing it to the other testers. 3 rebuilds mean that I had to re test each new rebuild all over again. Not a necessarily enjoyable experience. I think some of the developers thought I was being a bit pushy when I was asking them if i was ready yet, after all I only had to redo it 3 times.

Collision 3: What is it about public transportation and me. I had another harrowing experience yesterday night with a tricycle and one of those trailer trucks this time. No one was hurt seriously. The tricycle was a bit scratched though.

Monday, May 02, 2005

50,000,000 to take back their interweb safer and faster

Woohoo! Firefox downloads have recently broken the fifty million mark and rising even more. Although this only counts the people who actually download from the official firefox websites like Spreadfirefox.com, it is still a significant number. Remember that their counter doesn't factor in the people who download directly from the mozilla.org ftp, nor those who download the source and compile it themselves, nor those who download from third party file mirror sites like download.com, nor those who download once and use the installer on multiple computers.

Internet Explorer may still have dominance for the moment but if they don't improve their browser in the near future, Firefox and other newer, safer browsers will ultimately breakthrough that market dominance of theirs. In the meantime, if you still haven't used Firefox yet. It is no big loss for you to click on that foxy button after my archives list and try out the magic of Firefox yourself.

Monday, April 25, 2005

Making your Windows XP Look Better Lesson 1

Gather around kiddies!

Uncle Wil-B's gonna tell a nice nice story.

Once upon a time, there was this wee little ugly kid called Windows XP.

Every morning he woke up, An ugly Microsoft sign shows up on his face.

And Blue and Green squares runs around and around and around...

One day, he got tired of seeing it everyday so he came to Uncle Wil-B and said "Please take away those ugly blue and green squares and the big ugly Microsoft sign from my face." *cries*

Uncle Wil-B couldn't stand to see a wee ugly kid cry so he said OK...

and after a few minutes of tinkering... Tadaaaahh!


Yaarr! Me Hearties!!!
Proud to be a Pirate!


Uncle Wil-B changed the wee ugly kid's boot screen to this new fancy, piratey one.

And the wee ugly kid lived happily ever after. The End!


Props to swissboy for this cool bootscreen.

You can get it and more at ThemeXP.org

Installation instructions included with most of the files there. But in case you were wondering. It is quite easy to change the bootscreen. But if you're not careful, you might end up not being able to boot into your windows box.

Some things to remember:
An SP1 bootscreen is an SP1 bootscreen and won't work with non SP1 boxes. So don't interchange the files.

There are many ways to change the bootscreen. The boot.ini way (safe and easy) and the overwrite the old bootscreen file way (some risk involved). Choose the boot.ini way if you're not too familiar with tinkering with Windows system files.

Finally, read the instructions that come with the files.

After you're all done, you can be assured that the wee ugly kid won't be so ugly anymore. See you next time kiddies!